• You who took my virginity,

    by  • September 23, 2010 • Betrayal, Disappointment, Regret, Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    I just wanted to let you know it hurts.

    It hurts knowing I gave you everything I had left. It hurts knowing even though you said you loved me, you don’t. Because if you did you wouldn’t have treated me the way you have. I didn’t want to lose it to a guy I cared about originally, because I knew in the end we’d both be hurt. But I took that chance with you, because I thought you’d be different. But you weren’t. And it kills me that I was that stupid. You can sit there and say I should have waited till marriage but I’ll probably get screwed over when I marry, too.

    So yes, I hurt. And I can’t bring myself to tell you that I still care and that I want to feel special. I did lose my virginity to you after all.

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