Everyday since we were together (Jan 15 2010), I never stopped thinking about you.
Every night before I finally fall asleep, I wish you were laying next to me like we used to. I pretend you hold me close to you and anytime i move, you pull me back. I try to think of the love you have showed me, the love that makes me forget about all the bad things, then I wake up to this constant heartache and pain.
I know you were the one who messed things up, you lied about anything and everything and I still feel like its my fault. My mind tells me, “STAY AWAY FROM HIM! NEVER TALK TO HIM AGAIN!” but my heart whispers, “hang on with every piece of your heart. you love this man, you can’t let him go”
I wish everyday that you will change, that you will stop lying, stop hurting me, but i know this will never happen. The right thing to do is move on but it’s the hardest thing I’ll have to do in my short years of life.
I love you so much and will never stop…