• Goodbye

    by  • September 23, 2010 • * Safe for Work *, Forgiveness, Letting Go, Lost Love • 0 Comments

    Tonight is the night I am finally letting you go.

    I want to break down and cry but I am not going to. I fell in love with you even through the difficult circumstances that came along with being your girlfriend. I honestly tried my hardest to make it work, but I was always hurt by you.

    In the end I knew I had to break up with you. I thought you were my soulmate, but I knew you didnt feel that same. If you had of cared about me you would have kept me happy.

    I never asked for much from you. I don’t care about money, or the extra weight you had, your mother being over involved in you life, your “girl friends” purposely sabotaging our relationship.

    I cared about you. I wish that I was able to make you head over heels for me, like I was you. Maybe then this relationship would have been what I wanted it to be. I am going to miss you and lil’ Miss. The smell of your skin set me at ease and your touch excited me. I loved watching you sleep…even when you snored loud. I loved all of your imperfections-except the way you treated me. That is the only thing I hated about you.

    Now you have a new girlfriend and I am just so drained from this experience. I figured out that you never really cared because if you did you wouldn’t have hurt me, and you wouldn’t have given up. I don’t know why or how I fell in love with you so fast, but I wish that I could fall out of love just as fast.

    Tonight I am going to pray to God that I learn to forgive and forget you.

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