• Forever is a word I don’t believe in anymore

    by  • September 23, 2010 • Grief, Heartbreak, Lost Love, Love - Pure and Simple, Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    I Loved you and I still do. I care about you and always will.

    You were my first love and I wil never forget how it feels to be in your arms, the way it felt when you called me beautiful and how you would look in my eyes and tell me you love me.

    We shared our first everything together and now that you’re gone, and you don’t care as I do, it hurts. It hurts soo much. I don’t understand how you could go from holding me and kissing me telling you that you love me to leaving me.

    When something was wrong in your life, I would be there. You told me I was the only one who cared about you as much as I did and still do. I WANT TO HATE YOU so badly but I can’t. It’s impossible to hate someone who’s shared so much with me.

    It hurts and will for a long time. Maybe it just takes two people to fall apart to fall back together… And you can’t have a fairy tale with out the mess in between. I love you but I’m not stranding myself waiting for you to come back. I need you to come back to me and apologize for all the wrong you have done me because I know deep down you still do love me and you do care for me as much as you did before.

    Next time, don’t tell me it’s forever when it’s not.

    Because forever is a long time, forever is longer than this.

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