I don’t know why I try so hard for you all the time. I would do anything for you, and I can’t count the times you’ve just taken that for granted. I don’t want to graduate without you, I don’t want to move without you, I don’t want to start a new life without you.
I think about that night in the last 10 minutes before I fall asleep every night. I wish I would have taken advantage of it more, but I was afraid. I’m sorry that I ruined that chance.
I love that you’re still one of my best friends, but I wish we could go back to that. I’m sorry. I will make sure that we get that chance again.