• Toxic Soul

    by  • September 22, 2010 • Anger, Heartbreak, Letting Go, Lost Love, Self-Esteem • 0 Comments

    I have been meaning to get this off of my chest for far too long.
    I cannot believe the shit that you put my through. The angst I have
    towards you is infinite, and I hate the fact that you will never know
    that. There is not a day that doesn’t go by when i don’t reflect on
    our past.

    The night you told me that you wanted to be with me, I actually believed you. You told me that you had broken up with your girlfriend and that you were moving so that we could be closer. I later realized that this was a complete lie and in fact you’re going to be a father.

    I am so glad that I have moved on now, I have no regrets for cutting you out of my life. I hope to never see your face again. If your name is brought up in conversation, I will immediately divert the conversation to another issue.

    You were…
    my biggest mistake
    the skeleton in my closet
    my arch nemesis
    and the destroyer of self identity

    … but unlike you, I bettered myself from this situation.

    Your soul is toxic, and you will never be a part of my life again.


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