I’ve always been bad with goodbyes.
I’ve lost so many people, and I feel that if I say goodbye then I have to lose them forever.
Basically, I’m afraid to lose you, even though we never talk any more, I still feel that if I need to I can call you in the middle of the night. The subject of this letter was originally this is goodbye, but I changed it. Maybe by me changing it I’ll get the courage to tell you everything I’ve felt about you since 8th grade. You gave me a reason to live, and still do. I think that you will one day come into my life and tell me everything is alright, and that you love me too.
Even though I know you won’t it’s just the fact that you might come back. I love you so much it’s ridiculous. I need you in my life.
This isn’t goodbye,
I love you.