I thought you made me happy. I was wrong.
I look back and realize that with you, I was always empty inside. Blinded by the abuse.
You have put pictures in my head I wish I could erase. You have said words that seem to repeat themselves in my mind.
You haunt me, I admit to that. But only cowards can make someone feel like that. You are a fucking coward. I was the best thing that ever happened to you- you said it. You would not let me live me life. You controlled my every move.
I wish I could tell the world everything you have done to me. Would they believe me? Or would your fake charm lure them into believing you too?
Although you are still on my mind, I want you to know that you will never be happy with your life. You are always unsatisfied. No one will do any good for you. You are incredibly lucky to have a family that still accepts you for who you are.
I on the other hand, have found good. You would hate to see me now. I am happy. WITHOUT YOU.
Get your life straightened out, you horrible excuse for a man.