your deployment ends soon and i couldn’t be happier.
but i’m sad because i know that when you come up we will be over. this has been sending me into a downward spiral adding to my unspeakable demons of depression and i’m contemplating the worst plans to make the pain stop. but for now i’ll wear a mask and pretend that everything is going to be alright.
come home safely my dear, though i can’t promise i’ll be here.