• Trust

    by  • September 20, 2010 • Cheating, Love - Pure and Simple, Trust • 2 Comments

    I can’t help but feel like you’ve been unfaithful.

    You’ve always said you would never hurt me, you would never cheat on me and still, I feel like it’s possible that you have. I have seen zero signs from the list of “common signs he’s cheating” (and there’s more than one list!) except a few inappropriate texts, and even still it’s hard to know whether or not to take those seriously…

    Part of me thinks I shouldn’t trust you, but a bigger part of me thinks it’s me. I feel like I’m waiting for you to slip up so I can tell myself, “I knew this would happen”, almost as if I’m bracing myself for the biggest fall of my life.

    2 Responses to Trust

    1. blackcloud
      September 21, 2010 at 9:13 am

      I know exactly how you feel! Oh goodness, its like reading a letter from myself.. just..ahh idek how I dealt with this..because I felt something was wrong and it took six months to find out I was right.. go with your first instinct, I guess. Oh man, I am so bad at this.. don’t take my advice! But do feel better knowing someone feels what you feel. You aren’t alone, and definitely not crazy.

    2. Chelsea
      November 21, 2010 at 7:50 pm

      No matter how many times someone says I’ll never hurt you, you will always get hurt eventually, even if it’s something small, because life is cruel like that. My boyfriend has hurt me before but I still love him, and even though you’re going through a rough time, everything will work itself out.

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