• today’s the day

    by  • September 20, 2010 • Breaking Up, Frustration, Grief, Love - Pure and Simple, Miss You • 0 Comments

    today’s the day that i have to call you when ur in college and tell you i don’t want to talk to you anymore.

    not because i don’t love and not because i don’t want to talk to you, but because u have to know how badly i really do. just it’s killing me on the inside. i can’t sleep i can’t eat and i can’t even function. i call you and hear u havin a great time while i’m at home playing god dam fucking halo! i’m sorry i can’t handle this shit anymore, i can’t be that guy, and u dont even try so maybe you’ll make it easy for me… please just say ok this is for the best and agree to stop talking to me and stop calling me and stop thinking about me. when u left u said u love me but i can see now that u don’t. and everytime i talk to you, “the girl i thought you were” u change my grasp on everything i knew about you. i thought you were amazing but ur provin over and over again ur just a stupid girl and i can’t handle it! i got to get rid of you.

    so today is the day that i will call you and tell you i don’t want to talk you anymore. today is the day. and i wish so badly today couldn’t exist and you would still be here and we could watch movies and i can be ur big spoon but this has to happen.

    sorry, mosh pit, but i have to…

    today is that day.

    Leave a Reply