A few months ago we started fighting. You weren’t noticing me anymore.
But over the summer you loved me more than anyone has ever loved me, you called me as beautiful as a flower which was, and still is, the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me. Everyday afterschool, before we began our time together, you would visit me while I waited for my mother and at first we talked and laughed but then you kissed me.
A week after you asked me out and I was so happy becaus I never thought anyone as attractive as you could want to date me. Especialy since you only dated pretty girls. But there we were holding hands down the hall and cuddling on the bus. A month later you got in an accident and I got so scared and I realized how much you meant to me. I realized I loved you. But you had love issues, so I kept it to myself. Until I couldn’t keep it to myself anymore and you said you loved me too.
Then you did something unbelievable. You defied your parents and gave me your class ring to wear. It made me so happy, because it proved how much you really did love me.
The summer was amazing, we spent entire days by the pool. Just you holding me and nothing more. You took my virginity and I took yours, and even now I don’t regret a bit of it.
But we came to an end.
I don’t understand why either, I thought it was because you didn’t care about me anymore. But even today you say you’d give your life for mine. Maybe that was just another lie. Now I’m hurt, and you’re nowhere to be found. I refuse to cry in front of you though because I don’t want to make you feel bad, because I know you do and I know you’re sorry. I love you Marcus, and I miss you so much.
Even though I know you’ll never come back to me.
With all the love in my shattered heart, Amelia