Half a world apart since we first met…
And now… only that longing until we can see each other again… a powerful feeling putting us in debt.
I don’t search, or long, or dream of another…
We talk every day… rarely in person… of idle plans to end this dispersion.
A month here, 2 weeks there… it’s never enough to be with my lover.
I lose myself in silence, hoping for answers… but nothing… only desperate desires.
What do you do when you love someone with all your heart, and vice versa… but you know there is going to be at least another 5 years until you can ACTUALLY be together?
What do you do when each day that goes by you feel your heart sink a little more inside… not because you think it’s never going to work out… and you should just end it… but because you know even deeper inside that THIS person you want to be with for the rest of your life… but so many obstacles are preventing it from happening?
I am the type of person to say “screw obstacles”… but we both have big ones in our lives for at least another 4 years.
So what do you do? What do you do when the pain and the frustration starts becoming too much?
What happens if that pain ruins something amazing?
I want to wait… but things change… and I want to change WITH you… not apart…
I bet I could totally kick the Incredible Hulk’s ass right now!