to my wonderful boyfriend.
I know I told you that I would marry you when I finish my studies, and I know that you’ve been waiting for me to finish. (i.e. I see your eyes linger when we’re in the jewelry shop) but I have to finally tell you that I still have no plan for my life. The best I can do right now is to love you with all my heart and soul. I hope that that piece of paper won’t be the dealbreaker.
Just remember, it’s not that I don’t love you or want you. It’s that my life is just retarded atm!