• I hope you are the one.

    by  • September 20, 2010 • Hope, Love - Pure and Simple, Yearning for You • 2 Comments

    Dear you,

    I know you know that I like you.

    I have told you I’m in love with you, but you probably think I’m only joking or half-serious. I wish you knew how I really felt. I wish I did.

    You know I’m with him. You don’t ever seem to be jealous. I can’t even bear the thought of you going on a date with another woman, and here I am with a boyfriend. An amazing boyfriend who is sweet and kind and good.

    And all I can think about is you. You are my fixation. You probably know that. You know I would drop my entire life for you (do you?).

    Do you know that, tonight, in order to have sex with my boyfriend, I had to imagine he was you? All I could remember thinking was that if it really were you, it would be so much hotter. So much more romantic. So much better. I think you’re better. For me.

    I wish you would just ask me to leave him for you. I wish you would call me more often. I wish you thought about me all the time. I wish you would give me inklings that you might reciprocate my feelings.

    Remember that big, awesome, all-consuming love I was telling you that I believed in?

    I’m hoping you’re it.

    2 Responses to I hope you are the one.

    1. Renee
      September 20, 2010 at 11:17 am

      I feel this…except I’ve already left my boyfriend and am on my way to him. I hope it works out for you the way you want.

    2. Kat
      September 20, 2010 at 3:09 pm

      Oh how I wish this was written to me.

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