a gentelman, a sweet heart, my very best friend. that’s what i saw in you. that’s what you were. the thought of the you hurts and makes me cry. i did it because of you, yes. i want to die. the razor to the skin. the blood to my lips. it hurts to try because you were my best friend.
you came over the night i got a little tipsy, you told me you loved me so yes, i blew you. then the next day i hear nothing from you. you told me you enjoyed it but now you avoid me. please explain for it’s because of you. i feel real ugly and i want to hurt me. i’m sorry for everything, but please dont leave me i love you forever, deep in my heart. you arrogant bastard you deserve only…nothing.