• But truly,

    by  • September 20, 2010 • Acceptance, Addiction, Letting Go, Love - Pure and Simple • 1 Comment

    Dear boy,

    Every single damn day I shout from the rooftops how much I adore you, and I tell you at least 10 times each day how much I love you. And I do.


    I will never, EVER, forgive you for introducing me to the drug that stole two years of my life from me.

    Thursday begins my detox and rehab, and I couldn’t be happier. And I know I promise you on the daily that I won’t leave you once I’m clean, I just don’t know how I’ll be able to be with a user once I’m free from the opiate prison I’ve been in for far too long.

    I love you. I do.

    But I might have to break my own heart, and yours, in order for me to survive.

    I’m sorry.

    I love you.

    I really do.

    One Response to But truly,

    1. SKwhispers
      September 20, 2010 at 10:07 pm

      Take care of yourself before you try to take care of others. I really hope you succeed in your endeavors. You sounds like a strong person, I’m sure you will. Good luck, sweetheart.

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