• 54

    by  • September 20, 2010 • Fear, Love - Pure and Simple, Regret, Sorry • 3 Comments

    my darling,

    I know you said that you didnt care how many men I have slept with, but I know it eats you up inside.

    You are constantly paranoid that your sexual inexperience disappoints me. You say that the past is the past and you only care about our future together. But I can’t keep it a secret anymore. I have slept with 54 men in 3 years. The worst part of the matter is not that I have had sex with so many men, but more so that I have never been tested for an STD. I am positive I have more then one. I hate myself for putting you at risk. But I am too scared to go to the doctor. I need your support.

    Please dont stop loving me. I am sorry.

    3 Responses to 54

    1. S
      September 20, 2010 at 10:38 pm

      Garner strength before it’s too late. There are medicines that will HELP you. Don’t let STDs control your life. Get help NOW. I know you can do this.

    2. Jessica
      September 21, 2010 at 8:45 am

      You are right. The past is the past, and it is the future that counts. If you want to have a good future with this person, you really need to have their best interest at heart. I would tell them your fear, and tell them you need support. I would let them know before it is too late for both of you.

    3. K
      September 21, 2010 at 10:43 pm

      Also, it’s completely illegal what you’re doing. There have been recent court cases where people have won because their significant other had given them an STD without their knowledge.

      Please get tested. You have no idea what you could have, or be spreading. You might not be ending your life early, but anothers. Please be safe, and get tested.

      From, Someone who’s slept around, and makes sure she tests negative.

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