I know you said that you didnt care how many men I have slept with, but I know it eats you up inside.
You are constantly paranoid that your sexual inexperience disappoints me. You say that the past is the past and you only care about our future together. But I can’t keep it a secret anymore. I have slept with 54 men in 3 years. The worst part of the matter is not that I have had sex with so many men, but more so that I have never been tested for an STD. I am positive I have more then one. I hate myself for putting you at risk. But I am too scared to go to the doctor. I need your support.
Please dont stop loving me. I am sorry.