• Secret

    by  • September 19, 2010 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion, Dating, Love - Pure and Simple, Yearning • 1 Comment

    Dear life,

    You gave me a wonderful boyfriend. I love him and care about him a lot. But recently things have been rough. Just as we’re getting to 3 years. I don’t wanna give up because we’ve had rough patches before. But I’m worried that it’ll start eating away at me.

    Then you convinced me it was okay to go out the other night. I went to a party and met someone. I was drunk and worried I was not going to be okay. They looked out for me. And walked me home. And we talked. And there’s definitely an attraction there too.

    You know, life, that being in an open relationship isn’t easy. So bringing in someone who makes me happy here, 20 hours away from my boyfriend, makes the questioning harder. I wanna stay in my relationship but am I keeping myself from experiencing life?

    You have made life much harder now, life. The least you can do is make them call/text me.


    waiting for an answer

    One Response to Secret

    1. Michael
      September 22, 2010 at 9:21 am

      Instant gratification always seems to be a thing with people. they want to be happy now, they want to laugh and smile now. I’ve been in a long distance relationship for a year and half now and let me tell you I would never give it up ever! Because yeah it easier for people to make me laugh or smile when they’re in person. But let me ask you something who do you think is going to make you happier in the long run? Its almost like rolling dice, you could go after who’s making you happy now and hope it works or you could after the guy who’s going to make you happy down the road. As for the problem, long distance is long distance problems are going to be x100 harder that way, but Im sure you know that.

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