You gave me a wonderful boyfriend. I love him and care about him a lot. But recently things have been rough. Just as we’re getting to 3 years. I don’t wanna give up because we’ve had rough patches before. But I’m worried that it’ll start eating away at me.
Then you convinced me it was okay to go out the other night. I went to a party and met someone. I was drunk and worried I was not going to be okay. They looked out for me. And walked me home. And we talked. And there’s definitely an attraction there too.
You know, life, that being in an open relationship isn’t easy. So bringing in someone who makes me happy here, 20 hours away from my boyfriend, makes the questioning harder. I wanna stay in my relationship but am I keeping myself from experiencing life?
You have made life much harder now, life. The least you can do is make them call/text me.
waiting for an answer