I want nothing more than your happiness.
I know I’m not always the best girlfriend; but you stick by my side. I miss you right now more than anything. I know I have you forever, I don’t mean to sound muddled and unclear, I know you’re only at work and you’re coming home to me. I know that, but I’ve had this sense of..not being good enough to you, all day.
I can’t really explain it. I don’t know why writing it on this site helps me feel better.
I just wish you could be home right now, so I could hold you tight to me, and make you smile so big it cracks my heart with happiness. I want to do that thing we do, you know, trace each other, memorize everything? I don’t know if you see it that way.
I love you, bluebird.
Please come home from work safely, I need you now.