We were perfect friends. The best of friends.
You are so nice, so funny, and so much like me. We got along perfectly. I can’t help but to think that we would still be as close as we were if your girlfriend wasn’t… her.
I act nice when I see you around, and all I can think of is how much I hate that you actually like her. I can not help but to resent you for dating someone so evil. Yes, evil is the perfect word to describe how she treats those around her!
It is hard to be in the same room as you now. It is hard to carry on a conversation with you, because in the end you are still with her, and I don’t think I realize what kind of person you must be to be with her… Or what kind of person she has changed you into.
L, for every ones sake, I hope that some day you will see this. See her for who she is. I hope when you do, we can finally be the best of friends again. Maybe I do have a little crush on you, because you are one of the most awesome human beings out there, but this isn’t about a silly little crush. This is about her, more than anything.
I wish you would chose to be with someone else, anyone else. Lord knows you can do better… ANYONE can do better than that. But, I will never tell you. Even though it has ruined our friendship (SHE single-handedly ruined our friendship) she in some way I haven’t seen, makes you happy. And I would never want to ruin your happiness.
I miss you though. I miss you a ton.