You told me once that you related me to a song. That I was the only one that could make you feel like you do and that before me you didnt trust love. You told me that I was the only one that you could love.
I never told you how I felt about love because I wanted to be strong, the rock that you could stand on through the storms we would face together. I never said that love had failed me every time before. Nor did I mention that I had loved before, but had been lied to cheated on and brought down.
Each time my heart and brain would conflict and I would realize I wasn’t loved back. I am yet again conflicted but in the opposite manner.
My brain is for once telling my heart to be quiet and observe the way you genuinely love me. I have met in you, everything I needed to experience love again. YOU are my only exception as well and I wish I could be open and tell this to you in person.