It’s so hard to tell you everything I want from you.
Even after 4 years of loving each other I still find myself comparing myself to “her”. I wish I could tell you everything I want, but I’m too scared.
I want to see you more often. Twice a year is just too hard sometimes.
I want to ask you to move out here, but I know that’s just not possible. Even if you had the money I know I could never ask this of you, because of what happened with “her.”
I want to lay with you, not sex, just lay with you. All night and all morning. I want your arms around me, holding me close, and I want to hear you say that everything is going to be ok.
I want to be there for you when bad things happen. Being so far away from you makes this so hard sometimes.
I’m so scared that one day you are going to decide that this long distance thing is for the birds and you want to break it off. I know you say that you’ll always love me, but my heart hurts at the thought that one day I may lose you.
I want to give you everything.
I wish you knew how I felt, but it’s so frightening to lay myself out like that. I love you so much.