• Disbelief

    by  • September 18, 2010 • Fear, Gratitude, Hope, Love - Pure and Simple, Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    I can’t believe it, baby.

    Six days from now I’ll be on my way to Georgia to bring you back here to live with me. I can’t even begin to describe how excited I am to start our life together. I honestly never thought in a million years when I met you years ago that I would end up falling madly in love with you, but I couldn’t be happier about where we are now. This is the beginning of something so wonderful. You are exactly what I’ve been looking for for so goddamn long.

    To be honest though, I’m scared. I’m scared of what he’s going to do when he finds out. I’m scared of what she’s going to do when she finds out you’re living here. I’m scared of what my parents might say when I tell them that we’re together. But it doesn’t matter. I’m willing to do anything to be with you, and I will. My love for you surpasses any fears or insecurities I might have about my life and our relationship.

    I couldn’t feel luckier to have you in my life, baby. Thank you for showing me that someone can actually love me for who I am. You already know so much more about me than anyone else, and it’s barely off to a start yet. I can’t think of a better way to spend my time than loving you. I can’t wait to share our lives together in this little apartment.

    I love you so much, my cutest.

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