If I could tell you to listen to a song that reflects my life right now, I’d be Can’t Be Friends by Trey Songz.
I didn’t fall in love, but the rest is the same.
As amazing as it was, I wish we had’ve had the strength to control ourselves, because, now, I can’t bare to even look you in the eye. I want you so much, and it can never happen again. After it happened, everything changed.
I’ll never be able to look at you the same way again. I’m forever tainted by your touch. But I miss it so badly. I can still smell your sweet skin, feel your soft skin on my palm, taste your lips. I see your face everywhere, and the tiniest things remind me of you. I miss your smile. The sense of humor that caused tears of laughter. The way you knew me so well. The way I felt in your arms.
Sometimes, I don’t know what hurts more, the memories, or walking past each other without saying a word. I want you back in my world, be it even for one more day.
One more time.