Sometimes just typing or writing something out can help.
It helps more when you know someone else will read it.
Even a perfect stranger.
I wish you would read it. I wish you would see this and just know that I had written it for you. It would probably just bother you. It’s been 3 years and I still don’t know what happened. All I can think is that I wish I could apologize to you, tell you that I was shitty, tell you that I regret, and that I really am forgetting things that have happened. I don’t WANT to forget….I wish you were still my best friend, I need you in my life anyway I can have you. I wish alot of things.
But most of all, I wish I could tell you the truth.
But, if I told you this to your face, you would run away.
Still love your face though =P