It has been two long months since hearing anything from you.
Today you actually spoke to me!
It was short and probably meaningless to you, but it meant the world to me. It tells me that even if we aren’t together, you know I still exist. I’m not this egotistical self-indulgent idiot, unless it comes to you. With you, I know I am beautiful, and worthy of love. Oh how I long to hear your voice, and soon I suppose I shall. Granted I will probably cry, and not be able to speak myself, but you always made me speechlss anyway, so what’s the difference eh? Gah! I love you so damn much. You will never understand I suppose, but this high you have me on, I am not coming down from it. Not without you holding me all the way back to earth.
I love you baby, I always will. Please do not forget that.