I miss you.
I crave you.
I hate you.
You treat me like shit.
We were supposed to be friends with benefits. This is something I’ve never done before. But I felt such strong feelings for you. I did it because I felt that if we made it a real relationship I wouldn’t be able to handle how much you spoke to other girls, went out drinking all the time, and rarely showed affection. But it hurt just the same.
Now you want me back. I don’t think my heart can handle it. I don’t want to force you into treating me well. I don’t want to force you to change your repulsive lifestyle. Please go away.
I Abhor You.
I hate how much I want you to belong to me.
I think this is love I’m feeling.
I wish I could remove you from my mind forever.
I want to be with you forever.