• I miss you

    by  • September 15, 2010 • Fear, Love - Pure and Simple, Miss You, Yearning for You • 1 Comment

    I don’t even know why I’ve been crying so much.

    Maybe everything is just perfectly fine and I’m causing problems out of nowhere. I don’t know if I should talk to you about this or not. I don’t because I’m worried that there is a reason I’ve been crying. That there is a problem. I don’t know if I could handle that. You are my everything. You are my life and I know that you’ve been so busy and stressed and everything, but I miss you regardless.

    Every minute, every second I’m not with you, I miss you. I miss you being happy around me. I miss you being so infatuated with me you couldn’t stop telling me you loved me. I miss being called pretty every day. I miss feeling so secure in the fact that you’re the love of my life and you want to be with me. But I mostly miss being told that you love me all the time. And I miss believing it.

    I honestly don’t know what I would do without you. I couldn’t imagine if something went wrong. I just need you and I need things to get better. I need you to help me through this. I want you to realize that I’m not okay when I tell you I’m fine, because I don’t want to say any of this to you, in fear of knowing for a fact that there’s a problem.

    I want you to know, but I don’t want to tell you.

    One Response to I miss you

    1. Cat
      September 15, 2010 at 8:04 pm

      You have to tell them. this exact situation happened to me, but in reverse. and i let the love of my life go because i didn’t see how much he was trying and how much i didn’t give a shit enough to actually help him through it and be there for him. tell them. better yet show them this letter.

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