You know I lied, right?
I never got over you. I sat around doing speed and shaved my head, and I did that because I freaked out too much. I freaked out because I couldn’t take not hearing your voice and not seeing your face. One day I’ll see you and hear you and touch you again. But make no mistake, I’ll never get over you. I’ll never stop beating myself up over what happened. And I’ll never love anyone else that much.
Believe me, I’ve tried.