You said you wanted me and never wanted to leave.
What happened? You said you loved me and never wanted to ever let me go. What happened to those feelings? I love you still, so much. I try to act happy, not really sure if it’s for myself or to make you believe I’m okay without you, but truthfully I’m really not.
I wish you wouldn’t have left. Just left me without giving me any answers. You never give me answers to any of my questions. It’s like you don’t want me to get over you, like you want me to wait for you till you are ready to move on.
We both hurt each other, broke each other’s trust.
I wish we never would have. I wish I could go back and fix it all and I know I never will.
I know you will probably never even read this.
Never even realize how much I care about you. You were amazing for me, yet so terribly bad for me at the same time.
Maybe eventually we will be together again, and I know it’s silly to think that way. Thinking I will ever have you as mine again. When I know it will never happen.
I hope you find happiness and whatever else you are looking for. I really do.
Please never forget me love.