Dear My Soul Mate,
A year ago you told me that the only thing that would make you happy was to see me walk out your door.
That was the last time we spoke, it was the last time I saw your face, it was the last time I would feel alive I fear.
I miss you every minute, of every day. I hate and love you so much I can’t stand it.
You did unthinkable things to me while we were together for those two years, but all I can remember and dream about now are all the great times we had. It’s fucking sick I can’t get over you. I wish every-night b4 I go to bed that you will walk over here and tap on my window and tell me you’re a changed man, that you love me and always have, that no matter what I say and do you won’t leave me ever again. I’m SO alone without you, baby.
I miss the smile you put on my face, I miss your warm arms at night, I miss the way you knew everything that I was thinking, I miss waking up to a kiss from you, I miss your big hands holding onto my little ones, I miss you.
I love you. please come back to me so I can finally feel my heart beat again