Today is the day.
Exactly four months ago you let go of my hand and went your separate way.
So right now I am sitting down to tell you things that you may never know but I wish that you could know.
I didn’t mind you being late pretty much every time you came to pick me up. In fact, I loved having the extra time to get ready for our dates. I will always cherish our first kiss. It was so perfect that after you left I had to pinch myself to make sure it was real. You want to know what I loved most about you? You never gave up on me. Even when I was frustrated, you would never let me go to sleep until we worked it out. Do you remember that night you stayed up with me until four A.M? Every single problem was layed out on the table and we worked it through.
May 14th, when we walked out into the sunshine to talk, was the worst day of my life.
It was even worse that we had to perform before an audience for choir that night. I did everything possible to avoid you. But when you started to sing your song, I just let my tears flow freely. Those gentle tears that were streaming down my face then are still streaming down my face, four months later. I think of you everyday, wonder how you are, wish that I could see you again. Do you think of me to? Do you miss me? Will we ever get back together? All of these questions run through my head. Maybe someday they will stop and I will meet someone new.
But I will never love them the way I loved you.