• It’s Petty But….

    by  • September 13, 2010 • Friends, Frustration, Grief, Love - Pure and Simple, Regret • 0 Comments

    Okay yeah I know it’s extremely petty, yeah I know that I have done the exact same thing to you as well, but it still doesn’t stop it from hurting me still.

    You could have at least invited me, even though you know I can’t make it, it still would have been nice…

    And why you would post it on facebook and point out the fact you and all our other friends are having a splendid time without me. Especially seeing as how this just makes me decide that I don’t want to see you guys, or reply to any messages you send.

    Does it make me a bad person to be set off like this? That one time you don’t invite me it makes me want to stop all communications with everyone?

    Oh but then I remember this isn’t the first time, it isn’t even just the second. I can’t begin to count the number of times that this has happened. Just because I have a full time job and you have a crappy job, or no job at all makes it so you don’t even bother to just send a text saying “Hey we are going to do something tonight, are you able to come?” Yeah that’s all it would have took to avoid me feeling this shitty, or even writing this stupid letter I really do hope you never read.

    I love you guys, but sometimes you just make me feel so fucking useless and unwanted.

    Thanks for the great start to my week.

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