You took something away from me that I can never get back.
I feel so used.
Conflict within me arises because I know you’re not a bad person. I know you cared about me (to some degree) and didn’t intend to hurt me like you did.
I’m usually someone who easily forgives and forgets; I give people endless “second chances.”
I’m sorry that with you it’s harder to forgive and let go.
I blame myself as I always do but you still really hurt me.
I can’t be in a relationship for a while because of you… but I could never tell you that even if you already know… as much as I want you to hurt and somehow make everything better for me again — undo what you have done — I still can’t stand it when I make you feel bad…