• Freedom

    by  • September 13, 2010 • Breaking Up, Letting Go, Lost Love, The Ex • 0 Comments

    Dear ex,

    Good riddance!

    I can’t even remember the last time I was this happy!

    And do you know why? Cuz I dumped you for him! You held me back in so many ways, to the point where I was almost suicidal I was so depressed and felt so alone. Now him (the new guy) has to deal with all the garbage and insecurities I have from our relationship, if you knew this you’d probably be happy cuz I know you hated him.

    You knew how happy he made me, and how much I loved talking to him, even though he lives a thousand miles away. You felt threatened, with good reason! Yet somehow you still didn’t see it coming when I dumped you? And you claim if you had you would have done something about it? How could I have been more clear? I told you I was “bored” I told you I wanted to do more, I started staying up until 2am every morning talking to him…

    Well now you’ve lost me, and claimed to be so heartbroken… yet you’ve already dated TWO people?! in the 3 months since we’ve been apart! Seriously?

    You know what I think? I don’t think you loved me. Or if you did it was a selfish love. Which is how I felt about you, too! You fit the mold – a “good” Christian boy.

    Little does anyone know you pressured me more than the new non-Christian boy ever did, and because of you I would cry in the shower the next day every single time. And even though I told you, it kept happening. Part of it was my fault sure, but how can I say no when you’re doing THAT?!

    So thank you for making me miserable enough to leave you, and be with him. The boy that makes me so ridiculously happy, and treats me like the most important person in his universe!

    I hope you can find someone who makes you a better, happier person, just like he does me.

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