• Typical Girl

    by  • September 12, 2010 • Fear, Frustration, Interested?, Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    Hi there adorable boy,

    We met at that huge party right before the semester started.

    You shared a cigarette with me and we talked for what seemed like hours. I saw you again at the next party, and every weekend since the first. You told me how much you love my curly hair, you asked me why I left one night without saying bye, and you invited me in to watch a movie one night when I took you home.

    I’ll never forget the feeling of your lips on mine that first time. The magic of a new romance. The comfort of cuddling with someone who just wants to cuddle.

    But for some reason you’re not returning my texts now, even though you said you wanted to see me today. And now I’m unreasonably sad. Why can’t guys just stop screwing me around for once? My very first serious boyfriend cheated on me. It took me TWO YEARS to trust guys again after him. The first one I talked to took things up to the point of making out then said he was “sorry if he led me on.”

    I’m begging you, please don’t be like him. I can’t take it again. And everything about you is perfect. Your goofy hair, adorable smile, and crazy life dreams all make me want to run away with you to another country and just live. Spending every day with you, going on adventures, meeting new people, loving every moment.

    So come on. Just text me back. I know you won’t regret it.

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