• To you, the one who turned my heart into a personal punching bag:

    by  • September 12, 2010 • Abuse, Frustration, Grief, Heartbreak, Letting Go, Lost Love • 0 Comments

    Dear Asshole,

    Did you really think I wouldn’t notice the new girl in your arms?

    That I didn’t see when you kissed her not two feet away from me? Do you really think she likes having to sneak around, to never be able to tell anyone about your secret relationship?

    Why is it that when you were with me, you couldn’t bear to put your arms around me in public, much less kiss me at a party??

    Why is it that you would vehemently refuse to go to one party with me, yet you can go to 3 or 4 in a night with her??

    How can you do these things with her, and not recognize the girl you said was your soulmate, the girl whom you dated for over a year, the girl who minutes after being sexually assaulted held you in her arms and took care of you because you were too drunk to stand??

    What gives you the right to continually treat me like I’m nothing to you??

    Why the hell do I still care so much about you that I go out of my way to make you feel comfortable with me again?

    Why can’t I move on from you, who never treated me even remotely like the love of your life, who barely gave me common courtesy, who demeans me and walks all over me when I’ve done nothing but love you??

    You don’t deserve to be the One I can’t get out of my head.

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