I can’t continue like this.
I can’t sleep
All I hear in my mind is your voice. All I see when I close my eyes is your face
It’s not getting better, it’s getting worse I continually feel my heart breaking piece by piece
I just want to go to sleep without crying, without feeling like my world has fallen apart
How much longer is this going to last?
How many more nights can I really sit on this website praying that writing how I feel will make it even one tiny bit better?
I know once I walk away from this letter, from this site, from this computer; I will once again lay in my bed alone, wishing to hear your voice, wishing for the pain to subside, wishing to be able to sleep for once without my heart breaking.