• Holding on to hope

    by  • September 12, 2010 • Frustration, Hope, Love - Pure and Simple • 0 Comments

    I’m looking forward to you coming home.

    Even though we broke up you told me something the other day I wish you would have told me when we were dating. You told me you were afraid of losing me. You left me a tipsy voice mail last night, and I got kinda angry when you said “if I come back to you” I tell you what does my ring mean to you nothing then?

    When we broke up I gave you that ring as a promise I would wait for you. You tell me well I don’t want you to not consider saying no, I wouldn’t not consider it, but I finally told you that I wanted us to go on a date, maybe more then one, not as a couple but as two people who like each other and want to get to know each other.

    Well, in our case, to get to re-know one another. You said you could handle that. The last thing I told you today before we logged off was that you could say no but I hoped you wouldn’t. Your response was I won’t. That made my day in a small way.

    Maybe just maybe I’ll return the favor and leave you a voice mail sober of course. I know you told me it’s been awhile since you’ve heard my voice. I’m glad to know in away your still afraid of losing me and that I won’t come back to you.

    Love always,

    Still holding on to us.

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