So.. I’m a 20 year old female who lives in NYC.
I’m actually pretty, I get compliments alot. I’m a very sweet person & want to make EVERYONE happy before I make myself happy. But it’s a Sunday night and I feel like crying once again.
I have no friends & I’m depressed. I spend my weekends home sleeping or on the internet looking for things to pass the long boring hours.
All the people who I thought were friends all of a sudden up & left. I gave them everything I had, was there for them at 4am or when their parents kicked them out & they just up & left me.
The only friend I had before this was my boyfriend but he left me, too cuz he didn’t love me & didn’t want to hurt me. He was the one person that was there thru everything. IT HURTS SO BAD.
I can’t seem to make any new friends & my heart is broken in a million pieces. I just want ONE person to listen to me. ONE person I can call a friend. I want to SCREAM & cry :'(
Another weekend wasted staring at a phone & FB pg with no messages. Am I really a bad person? Why don’t I have any friends?