I fell in love with you the first time I heard you speak to me.
I always joke and say that your voice is like the ocean, but I cannot express how true that is. You are pure chaos to most, but to me, you are serenity. You are the calm.
You are that which balances me. I, the being of harmony, who puts myself through chaos. You are the chaos who provides peace, to everyone. Especially myself.
For you, I broke my morals. For you, I broke a promise to myself that I held very close to heart.
For you, I threw away my pride.
For you, I threw away my defences.
For you, I threw away my honour.
You know what? I wouldn’t have it any other way. I have been with another guy since you and I am positive you’ve been with other girls… and although that terrifies me, I know it doesn’t change us. I still love you. You still love me.
I can’t wait for the day we can be together properly. When that day comes, I won’t just be thanking God for the friends I have, or my family. I’ll be thanking God for you.
Hell, I already do.
Yours for as long as we are destined to last.