• Of this matter, this night

    by  • September 11, 2010 • Regret, Sorry • 1 Comment

    I can’t wish you wouldn’t have gone, because the evening would have been miserable between us and I would have been very ashamed.

    I just wish I had some company, other than drugs, which I’m not supposed to use at this time.

    It’s my own problems and yet they belong to you also. Sorry.

    One Response to Of this matter, this night

    1. i cry at night too
      September 11, 2010 at 11:19 am

      Would you clarify what you mean when you say your problems with drugs was also the other person’s issue?! It was your choice to choose drugs rather than open up and reach out…possibly to the one person who cared more about you than your own family. Don’t allow yourself to isolate with drugs. Take responsibility for your choices and reach out. You’re still loved

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