I hate that you can be so happy in Tampa without me.
I’m happy you’re happy, but I can’t even summon the will to smile when you’re gone. Melanie it feels like you don’t really need me anymore. Or even want me.
It feels like what you wanted to do was keep using me without ever committing a damn thing so you could go off to college and start a completely new life…without me.
I’m sorry I still can’t be what you want. I’m sorry I love you too much.
And I’m sorry you turned out to be such a manipulative user.