Ok, I’ve come to accept that we will never be together again.
To save my own heart from being carved open again, I have to acknowledge this. I will not go through this again.
What I find really hard to accept though and to move on. In the process I have really lost one of my closest friends. That saddens me a lot.
I see what you do via your facebook and it’s not who you really are. You are a broken man inside, you just put on this brave face. Just as I do, except I’m not broken, I’m just hurt.
What I really want is to have my friend back. The one who treated me with compassion and respect that you would any friend that you want to keep. Keeping it real, laughing, sharing, etc. But that has now changed forever. I’m not sure we can get that back. I’m not sure if I want to.
I need a break from you, from seeing you, knowing what you are doing, everthing! Sadly we will still bump into each other with business, and that’s what makes it hard.
I don’t know how to handle this?????