• always kidding

    by  • September 11, 2010 • Friends, Interested?, Love - Pure and Simple, Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    dear H,

    I know that you and him are happy together, I know that you see me as your friend but I have always wanted more.

    I know that I was mean and an a-hole to you for the first year we worked together but then I realized what a friend I had. I have told you that I want to have sex with you in a joking manner but the truth is that I do not care I just want to hold you in my arms.

    I am always the one that makes you laugh I know you feel what I do I have tried to discuss it with you, what would happen if it was “us” but I always get scared. The first time I hugged you I was in heaven my heart stopped and so did time, it was over too quick though and never happened again. I swear to you H if you ever give me the chance I will love you like no other.

    Please realize I love you and always will and there is nothing anyone can do to change that. If you ever read this I know that you will realize who this is and if so please don’t let this jeopardize what we have.

    I love you I truly love you and want you to be happy no matter what that means for me.

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