• A little selfish…

    by  • September 11, 2010 • Confession, Disappointment, Friends, Love - Pure and Simple • 0 Comments

    You’re gay?

    I think I have always known, ya know?

    But here’s the thing, you’re my best friend and have been for a while now.

    And through all my heartbreaks and lonely moments I knew you would be there for me. And we have always joked about marriage, but you know, I have watched one too many chick flicks and they always say to marry you’re best friend. And my friends never believed me when I said I didn’t have feelings for you. Then, I started owning up to those.

    But then reality slapped me in the face.

    Okay, see this is me being selfish.

    I love you, and you know that I am going to support you in this. But, I just miss the comfort of having you as my future possibility. And you were always the only guy I could ever completely be myself around, it’ll be tough to find that level of myself with my future men.

    I am so glad you are recognizing who you really are and know that you can come to me with whatever, I promise, no judgments will come from me.

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