• It’s Getting Harder To Say “No”

    by  • September 10, 2010 • Love - Pure and Simple, Marriage, Sex, Yearning for You • 1 Comment

    Baby, I have never been happier than I am with you.

    I know you’re the one and I know you feel the same. Our relationship is effortless and we fit into each other’s lives so perfectly. I haven’t felt this strongly about anyone, ever.

    When we’re together, you have this overwhelming hold on me and I love it. I know I told you I was saving myself for marriage, and I have always stuck to my guns about that, but lately it’s been harder and harder to not go that far.

    I want it so bad but I don’t want to tell you. I know you’d refuse it if I asked because you know I’d hate myself forever, but I don’t want you to see me as weak and someone who just gives up on their morals. How much longer can I handle this?

    Obviously we won’t get married just because we want to have sex with each other, but frickin’ a, that day could not come fast enough.

    One Response to It’s Getting Harder To Say “No”

    1. Daisy
      October 4, 2010 at 6:04 pm

      This letter could be about my boyfriend and I. We’ve both expressed our desire to have sex with one another (he’s the one who’s saving himself, not me), but I know if he ever had a moment of weakness and I allowed him to make love to me, I’d feel like I had betrayed him.

      I feel your pain! I also applaud you for sticking to your convictions–stay strong!

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