Dear M, Four years ago, we established the end of what never was, and I finally let go of you. I couldn’t be happier now with the love of my life, but you still linger. I feel infinitely guilty for still wanting to be with you, just once more… Please don’t rip me apart again,
Read more →I thought, for a long time, that I was getting braver. But today, watching you from across the room while you typed on your laptop and sipped your latte, I felt like I was ten years old again, hiding my face from my parent’s friends, blushing from a boy’s slightest glance, hyperventilating when asked to
Read more →today, someone asked me if i was okay for the first time. this quiet girl that rarely speaks just looked at me for a second, and she just asked me if i was okay. it wasn’t like one of those “wow, you’re crazy. do you need a moment?” or “you just fell/got a bad grade/etc..you
Read more →Courtney, I’m sorry I got jealous of you, and how pretty you are. I’m sorry I ruined our friendship by thinking it was better that way. If I ever had a chance with you, I don’t anymore. But I want you to know, even though we don’t talk much anymore, I think about you all
Read more →It felt so real but then again I could be wrong Just tell me when will I be okay? When will I heal? How Long? Maybe one day you can see your mistake, But will that ever happen? How long will it take? I’ll sit here alone and think to myself, I’ll try not to
Read more →It tends to hit me the most at night. I know that is because this is when we talked most. Yes, yes, we talked all the time, but there is something about hearing your voice next to me at night. You made me feel safe, like nothing mattered, We both said this would never change.
Read more →When I first saw you, on my first day, Time slowed down, your sandy hair flowed like smoke as you bounced past me, you were the most intoxicating thing I had ever seen. I was scared to death of you. and I should have been… You were perfect. We were perfect… 8 years, 200 miles,
Read more →i have no reason to be sad. i have a great life, great family, great friends. school comes easily. on the outside i’m a normal kid. i seem happy. but i’m not happy. maybe it’s just not enough, maybe i’ll never be content. all i know is i don’t want to live. i find the
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