I don’t know how I went so long without you in my life.
I went 19 years, and then like a rushing lightning storm you came into my life and it hasn’t been the same since.
You are the reason I wake up everyday, you are the reason I get ready in the morning. To get the random hellos and the big hugs.
I know you’ll never feel the same way I feel about you. I’ve watched your heart ache over someone else and I tried my best to be there for you. I’ve done everything in my power to make you happy.
I don’t regret a minute of it if it means I could see that smile that makes your eyes crinkle up and your lips form that crooked grin while you blush and that goofy giggle begins. My heart races when I think about you and the moments we’ve shared.
I hope you find someone who makes you feel the way I do. I hope she deserves you because you deserve the best, and I know that’s not me. And as much as that hurts, I want nothing more than you to be completely and totally happy.
All I can say is…I hope you wish the same for me. Because I just don’t think I’ll ever get over you.
You are my best friend, and I’m absolutely terrified of losing you, but I know I have to let go. I just wish I could tell you…..
I love you